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Thank you for following my blog… Just to let you know I am planning a few changes. I have updated my photos area and Introduction… I will be updating the Description and also starting a blog of Stories soon… So I will keep you posted on that.. Also there will be a blog on Paranormal and Supernatural videos added asap… So look out for them…

The Lotus and Stone Spiritual and Magical Learning Centre will have a New Name shortly - It will probably be something to do with my new association with Gabriel the High Lord and Create and later today I am hoping to start my association with him… I love channelling these beings and entities and have some much happen since 2013 AD that I have heaps to process and learn and have written done some of the information which I will type at an early convenience…

If you have any questions or need insights on your path, don’t hesitate to inbox me….

Be blessed my friends, and may you to find your destiny and Path - Cindy Isabelle Schulter

WEEK 19 –  Magick, rituals and some beings you need to know (cont’d)

Here is a brief blog Lotus wrote on magick awhile ago and after that we will start talking about some beings who can help you where magick is concerned. We will also be looking at a new power which can be nurtured in us called Witches’ Fire. There will also be some TASKS for you to do… It’s going to be a big week so open those eyes of yours and read some basic guidelines on magic…Then take some time to Process the situation…

But first let us take a look at the blog Lotus wrote on Magic… Stone

Magic by Lotus

Magic is an intent, a purpose, a manifestation of wills. It is where you place your desires in front of you and use ritual to manifest that desire.

Many people have magic in their lives, it’s all around us for the universe if all around us and everything in life is possible when you connect to yourself and the universe u thus create an energy of will which then manifests physically in your life.

To have magic in you is to tap into the flame that is nestled in your sacral chakra which is just embers at the start but with practice and dedication you can extend those embers into a fire which engulfs you and helps you to manifest your needs and wants. I will teach you how to do this in a moment. But to continue the power of your magic depends on your intent and how well connect you are to that inner flame. You should feel it when you concentrate on it as a warm internal sensation which bubbles up from under your belly button and extends and heats up your entire energy centre. Whenever practicing magic it pays to spend a little time before hand connecting to this flame and making it bigger so that the power of your spell or ritual can be fully energised and be potent with your intent.

All magic is intent. Your intent is the strongest part of any work with magic, it must be pure and innocent and free of the negative. You must believe in yourself and know once you have released your intent into the universe it will be answered.

Follow all signs when working with magic, listen to your inner knowing of when it is the right time to do a magical act whether it be a spell or natural magic.

You have to be strong in your intent and be free in your belief. You must have faith and determination and also let go of the magical act once complete to allow the universe to manifest it in your life the right way.  In the days that follow the magical act, watch out for signs, it could come from nature, people, spirits or life itself but it will be shown that your magical act is in the process of working. You can see signs in everything you do and it is amazing when you tap into your inner power how much of life works in synchronicity and signs to you to allow you to know when you have to repeat a magical act or realise if it does not occur that it is not the right time for you to have that desire right now and you will be shown when it is if you are in tune to all the universe has to offer.

There is no feat that is impossible and magic is easy. It’s as simple as lighting a candle and holding a small ceremony honouring the intent you wish to manifest. It’s a homage and should be greeted with humility, honour and gratitude. Thank the universe before and after each magic act. Bless yourself and the universe after the ritual is complete and know yourself whether the magic act is an act of higher frequencies or a ego want or need.

This is another key to magic. If the intent is not pure and comes from the mind and not heart in that coming from ego the intent is filled with negativity and may manifest in a way you do not desire. There is consequence to every action but if action is one of positive light then manifestation will be blessings not a hardship.

Play with magic every day even if it’s just releasing your mind from ego and negativity. For every act you do in life is magic. It’s an intent, it’s a realising of goals and dreams.

Work towards obtaining your desires, allow the doors to open to your intent. Go with power in your soul and freedom in your spirit. Allow the universe to provide to you for it only wants the best for your path and journey…

Here is how to open up your inner power flame (Witches’ Fire):

Go into meditation and see your energy as aura and lightbodies, see the glow around you and inside of you. Imagine embers just under your belly button and fire those embers into a small flame. Feel the warm sensation inside of your stomach, touch it, play with it, coax it into a sturdy flame. See it growing hitting your next energy centre and expanding to flame up, feel it grow to your heart, bask in the warmth with it. Feel it join with your heart and expand to encase your whole being. Feel your hands heat up with responding fire and know that healing and magic is now available to you…

This simple meditation done before and after a ritual also anytime of the day really can help to strengthen your magical abilities so that you are not only doing rituals but moving objects with the power of magic in you, making flames appear on candles, more concentrated astral travelling and also better well being and energy in your systems thus having a healthier you.

Try it for a month to fully concentrate on the small ritual above and see the differences in your body, mind and soul. And Keep the Internal Magical Flame burning and you will always manifest your pure desires, dreams and goals. And remember to follow the signs for they are everywhere for you to see, feel and tap into…

Love and Light Lotus

WEEK 19 –  Magick, rituals and some beings you need to know

Magick exists everywhere and in this there are many types of magick and beings you can work with so that you utilise all that is available to you and raise your vibration so that you can learn to live in a balanced and harmonious way.

Some of the magick we use is rituals that we perform when necessary to help us along the path… Other types of magick may be spells, or gifts from nature which often manifest in our life when we need it the most.

With magick there is so much to learn and realise that the sheer potential of it may even scare or inspire people to reach beyond the box they live in and play with the Essences and Elements of Magick.

Here is a blog called Believe in Magic… Please read for this is the first day you’ll be starting with the magic gifted to us all by Creation…

Believing in Magic by Lotus

Hello

Today is the hardest day of my life. It’s where I have to chose to believe in concepts which most society shuns… Concepts of magic, pure love and unity. Concepts of seeing fire or an energy ball come from my hands to healing a broken arm with the power of magic. Lighting candles with just your mind and so on. It leads me onto to question whether this is possible and then remembering my Guardian’s words of all things are possible you just have to have dedication, skill and belief in what you are doing.

That’s been my problem, all the doubts. Fear controls you and in this DOUBT is formed. If you do not have the right belief, faith, hope and intent (as i have spoken about before) you will not produce the results you want. If you are like that while it was possible for some it may not be possible for you if you let doubt and fear control you.

I let the fear built up for too long and now I sit each day frozen by it. I thought it was depression which was making me so immobile but it’s not. The biggest obstacle I have is my own fear of life itself for I have seen magic first hand and I have seen the darkest side of it.

When I was attacked by negative parasites I was strong until the attack grew more powerful then all my left over pain and hurts came rearing its ugly head which the parasites exploited and I turned into a psychotic being who didn’t see reason or logic at all.

My whole world was turned upside down as I realised that hate had fuelled my actions for a very long time that I always expected to get something if I had done the work required. And I found that I lived but lived a shallow existence where my whole foundations got rocked and I was left crumpled in the rumble.

I never feared magic before now and in this I fear love for that’s all magic is, the love and unity connection with the manifestation of desires. If intent is pure magic it can be a blessing but for me it felt as if all magic I practiced for myself didn’t seem to work whilst magic practised for others did.

Being attacked by hordes of negativity and the parasites which come with it made me so strong in some ways but debilitated me in others. I realise that magic does exist but it’s my fear of what can occur which stops me from shedding my inhibitions and really soaring in the sky.

I learnt a lot about light and love in the past few years more than any book could teach me. I guess you really have to go through the experience of being touch by it to make you realise how important this concept of light and love is. You need the light to shed on darkness and you need love to travel the path.

I haven’t received much love in my life and the love I do have in my life has conditions placed on it, tainting the glow of free energy which should shower me with well being instead of leaving me feel yucky inside. This kind of love is constricting and can really stop you from achieving all that is possible for you. I find with love it is often a word that is abused and in that you abuse the person you give it to. This is not positive energy and can lead you to living a very hollow life with no substance and balance to enable magic to occur in your life.

I often wonder where I be if I didn’t start this quest on magic and living a life full of positive reactions and actions and I can say I wouldn’t be half the person I am today if I wasn’t touched by magic.

I could tell you stories of how I saw harpies in my room and ghosts of men who did horrible acts in front of me all of it etheric so it couldn’t physically hurt me not until they got close to be then they would be able to hurt me and I believe they would. You would be surprised at the wars I have had the last three years and because I stopped hating and starting loving myself I fought off the negative forms which were draining me of hope, success and contentment in a balance life.

Previous to the last three years it was an eye opening time when I actually got possessed and found myself destroying my own life. A life that I am still picking up the pieces but what I found through all that horror was a sense of honour and a realisation love exists on a pure level and despite the parasites I was able to feel love for myself and say it is the most wonderful sensation I have ever felt.

For magic to occur remember there is always a dark side which can bite you on the ass if you are not careful but there is a much lighter side to it as well, one which could be fun to explore.

I have create magic and found a few powers and forces within myself which is like a surreal movie effect. I still have much to learn and have new spiritual helpers and they are like family to me and with their knowledge and my knowledge placed together you, dear students, will realise just what is possible in life. But first you have to heal yourself… Then magic will come to you…

To tell you the truth, in past, I never really tried to do magic properly in the correct mind set of belief. I always let frustration and fear enter which tainted my attempts of exploring higher magic than those of spells and rituals. I have heard stories of people being able to do amazing things and know it’s possible for us all. All it takes is belief, faith and discipline. Things I am working on to achieve in my core foundation of reactions.

So today is hard for me for I am shedding my fear and step into the unknown with the belief that I can do anything I put my mind to even those things society deemed impossible. Today, I start practicing natural magic and I wanted to share this with you.

Be blessed, Lotus and Stone…

WEEK 18 – Spiritual Helpers

Hello everyone, we have worked on ourselves and have seen ways of having a different kind of life. And many of us are in need of a bit of spiritual advice. Well we can have it in the form of spiritual helpers.

This week will be dedicated to discussing our spiritual helpers for our common lives and soon I will be discussing Ascended Masters and many other higher world beings. BUT FIRST, to communicate and know how to deal with your everyday helpers so YOU can improve YOUR LIFE and not be so lost and lonely.

NEVER forget your spiritual helpers have a common life too… They might not be on your physical plane but they have families, issues YOU MAY BE ABLE TO HELP THEM WITH… Which is what happened to me LOL… Long story which I’ll tell one day… But get to know them and raise your vibration TODAY with Activations and Awakenings which I have already discussed.

In the below blog there is a ritual you can do to HELP you CONNECT with YOUR Spiritual Helpers….

Please read the below blog then take some time real soon to try the ritual and play and work with your spiritual helpers TODAY…

Don’t make the mistake I made and just focus on your love life extra but focus on your dreams and desires for this is what they ARE really there for. Let go of the loneliness today and connect with your spiritual helpers and YOU WILL NEVER be alone again and talking to them and having them in YOUR LIFE as something you can SEE, HEAR or FEEL makes a big difference. Trust me, I know and have many stories to tell you much later in the course…

Good luck, my friends and be enlightened today with knowing your SPIRITUAL HELPERS. And be romanced by a whole new way of life…

Be blessed, and merry part our friends and students, Lotus and Stone…

Guides and gratitude… Lotus

It is Lotus here; being thankful - for you ARE listening…

Many of you have had some contact with your guides by now, and if you haven’t its not because it hasn’t happened – it’s more than likely that you are not consciously aware of it.

Some see their guides as an auric light, whether it be in their peripheral vision or in straight view of their eyes. Some go as far as to see them standing beside them as either - a man, woman or an angel - depending on who is your guide at the time.

Others will see a shift of energy where they are standing or sitting and see a face or a symbol - pop up in their mind utilising their thirds eye mechanisms to give you insights.

All of these ways are connecting with your guides; none of them are the wrong way, just the way you and your guide have chosen to communicate.

I suggest when you have a quiet moment to yourself to try calling your guide.

You could either have a list of questions available or write down the conversation (as some books have suggested) or you could just have a conversation with them.

The more YOU practise, the more YOU utilise your connections with your guides and the more you open up the possibilities they represent.

Something you may wish to keep in mind is your strength in the psychic realms. Everyone has a gift of intuition. Everyone can utilise their abilities to see, hear or feel, smell, taste or sense in an empathetic way.

It depends on YOUR strengths on how a guide may communicate with you.

Take for instance, clairaudients; these are people with the ability to “HEAR”. Say this is your strongest way of communicating and if it is then I suggest always keeping a writing pad near you for with clairaudience you have the ability to communicate by hearing thoughts, vibrations and others thoughts. (I will discuss the different range of gifts at a later date).

Some of you may be clairvoyant in their gifts and this is the ability to see. Here it would be good to draw or describe what you see in a note book.

Each different section of the “clairs” everyone has some gift in and there are ways to enhance and activate your senses in these areas. Unfortunately for some people its like being a brick layer or a person who decided to lay their own  bricks - Everyone can lay a brick but there are professionals or people with a natural talent.  

Just because you are not a brick layer you shouldn’t see this as a weakness but an ability you can work with and gain strength in. So work with the professionals and enhance your abilities with every tool you have possible and the next thing you know you are making mosaics of great foundation rather than a loop sided fence.

With psychic abilities you can enter realms and have connections with an array of beings and I will be blogging about some basic ones before I go onto nature spirits, devic beings, animals and many other types of beings. First Stone and I, will be talking about your spiritual helpers.

I talked of this now is to show you the best way to communicate with your guides because you need them and with YOU having communication with your guides YOU can manifest more of your soul or spirits purpose. Being psychic is not about LOVE but about your PURPOSE for CREATION and the other Essences and Powers and working towards your COSMIC destiny.

FIND the most comfortable way for YOU to communicate with your guides (I blog earlier about three ways to communicate with them and I might ADD this blog again, to this section for NOW that you have worked on your emotional bodies with the last few weeks work, it’s time to communicate and evolve your life).

 Never try to over extend yourself or get disappointed if communication doesn’t happen straight away. It’s just a matter of time before you ARE ABLE to communicate with your guides.

I find, RITUALS help as well for you are ESTABLISHING INTENT. If your intent is clear and purposeful then you have already opened the doorway to communication. Something as simple as holding a crystal in your hand can help and it’s something you can take with you anywhere.

ANOTHER is the ritual of candles.

RITUAL FOR COMMUNICATING WITH GUIDES:-

Use a white candle for protection, see a ray of white light go towards the candle and chant “PROTECTION”.

Have a purple or violet candle for third eye, see a purple ray of light go towards the candle and say “SEEING”.

Have a blue candle for communication and see a blue ray of light head towards the candle and say “COMMUNICATION or HEARING.”

Lastly, have a pink or green candle for hearts intent. And again see the respective colour in a ray of light and say “PURE HEART’s INTENT”.

Keep a pad next to you. You may wish to write after or during communication with your guides. You may want to create an altar like area where the candles may sit and be ready at anytime you have a moment or want to communicate.

Find a picture or a representation of who you wish to communicate with, especially if it is someone specific you wish to communicate with. And never feel as if you failed, never give up. Keep trying, if and when your abilities and healing have taken place YOU WILL see that communication occur.

Now, just briefly because there are many how to do books on GRATITUDE and GRATITUDE towards  your SPIRITUAL HELPERS and understanding how hard they work to give you your desires and needs – is so important because they like yourself ARE people even if they are the HIGH LORD or CREATOR himself.

GRATITUDE is a intent of purpose. Always be thankful for all the experiences you have. (Even those experiences which are lower in nature). For by showing how thankful you are – you are opening up to more possibilities coming your way. You don’t have to have a book where you write all that you are grateful for everyday, but if you chose to do this, this fine and welcomed. But you could be walking down the street, having a shower and just say thanks.

Something wonderful may happen to you during your day so train yourself to say in your mind, “thanks or I’m grateful for that experience or whatever it is that you appreciate.”

If something you see as negativity occurs, say; “I’m thankful for that lesson you have shown me, I say goodbye now and ask for the lesson to leave in healing light.”

There are many ways to show gratitude and it’s not just saying thanks to the universe but to those around you - the shop keepers, the bank tellers, your parents, your children, your neighbours, strangers. Giving thanks is showing appreciation. And appreciation is showing your INTENT.

In intent you show how YOU wish to live your life…

Well I’ll leave you now and hope you will share your experiences - I like hearing and reading stories and knowing which direction I should take my channellings…

Next we will be learning more about the basic spiritual helpers you have…

Be blessed, Lotus

WEEK 17 – Intergalactic Messages and other information which shows how one’s purpose can be higher than the life you are living now…(cont’d)

Greetings dear students, as Lotus I found myself entering a new dimension and plane and being able to access Shambhala an galactic force, civilisation and government.

I read a book by James Redfield called Shambhala and have about 3 other books on it I have yet to read, so need to explore it more.

But when on The Path of the Rainbow Warrior I saw on my walls literally pictures of people who I had to deal with. You could have been one of them. And then as I became an angel in April after I turned 40 years old I had access to a higher “message board” system which like Shambhala works through using the magical force and chi itself to send messages to me so as an angel I could save the one “innocent” I had on my list. Normally most angels have 20 to 100 “innocents” to look after and there is about 6 male angels to one person including angels themselves.

But getting back to the topic I had access to the angel message board and I would have been blind to certain negative parasites who was attacking the innocent I was protecting who for the sake of giving him a voice and name in some of the future lessons is called Catnip…

If I didn’t receive the Shambhala access code in 2009 I would have been a lot sillier in my actions as an angel. All the activations, awakenings, titles and such I received was done through hard work and what I am giving you as information in blogs and stories today…

Below is something about Shambhala and how you can connect with your spiritual helpers and more via Shambhala, I am sure you have some concept of it… If you don’t, read BeLOW and then maybe if you are interested in getting help in your SOUL PURPOSE of now, then finding your SPIRIT PURPOSE of your first lifetime and following life time, if you want to get to know your OTHER REFLECTIONS, Higher Selves, plus your Ultimate and Cosmic PURPOSE and LOVE… Then I suggest you use some of the methods I or Stone or our team of TEACHERS to enhance your life.

I found that having Shambhala which has changed since the James Redfield days and is more like the Matrix scene where the spacecrafts where going into Zion and the boards the operators were using – well I found it helps me and there is more to use in helping your life and its ANOTHER WAY to CONNECT WITH YOUR SPIRITUAL HELPERS… And LOVE ONES….

Read the next blog and let the concept sink in and wait till you here that OPERATOR welcoming you to Shambhala outside your head…. It’s an amazing experience….

Shambhala and the screen on the wall… Mr Creator

Through Cindy I Schulter

Stone here; while this is brief much more will be channelled on subject…

Sometimes it’s hard to imagine the possibilities which can be open to you. The opportunities which may present themselves. Humans have the abilities to see auric fields not only around others bodies but also around objects, plants and mineral life. But this is not what I wish to discuss now.

Shambhala may have been heard of by you. Some say it is a mythical place like Atlantis but I can reassure you all that IT DOES exist. IT is a place of BEAUTY and PEACE. A higher realm which exists in Gaia’s atmosphere and has gate ways in most major cities and countries.

While these gateways are open, only some ascend to actually living in Shambhala sphere or dimension. But this is neither here nor there, for as humans, you can ACCESSS Shambhala’s energies right within your own home.

Once healing has taken place and your soul and spirit reach a higher level there is an opportunity to work with beings from this great place. What usually occurs is when in deep meditation or relaxation a code will be genetically passed down to you and you will hear a voice (disembodied from yourself like being on a loud speaker) welcoming you to Shambhala.

Once this code has been accessed and programmed into your auric bodies, your guides will shift. You may find the guides you were working with in the past have moved on and maybe only one will remain who is usually the overseer of your collective consciousness.

 An overseer - is one who is like the main point of contact between all the guides who work with you. Kind of like a supervisor. This overseer usually remains whilst new guides from Shambhala take over your guiding system. So in this, you have to re-establish connection with your new guides (which I will channel on how to do this at a later date).

When YOUR ENERGY has aligned with that of the Shambhala guides, amazing things will start to occur. First they will watch and assess your capabilities, strengthens and areas which will need to be worked with. You will most likely start to dream vividly and at the time I suggest you keep a dream journal and write your dreams and meditation experiences down to see the patterns which form. Once this occurs what I call the Walls of Shambhala open.

Basically, put simply, what happens is you’ll notice when in deep thought, or having a particular conversation with others and there is a wall opposite you – usually a blank space, you will see symbols and pictures forming on the wall. This is an OPEN COMMUNICATION between you and your guides and I have spoken about this briefly before. But unlike before the images will be denser in nature, almost distracting for they are not vague or in your peripheral vision but hitting you straight between your brow.

Depending on the thought and the conversation depends on what you might see.

My advice is to take it like a television screen, an opening of a dimension to help you assimilate or strength a lesson or conversation you may be heaving.

It may be a guiding picture, to help you to control the direction of your thoughts. It may be a symbol of protection or a presence showing you, you’re on the right course. It could be a warning or it could be something you should add to or consider in your thoughts or conversation.

But the most important thing is it is a DIRECT LINK to Shambhala, a step into receiving more magic in your life. It is showing and reassuring you that you ARE guided and there is help for you in every area of your life.

It will lead you to experience other magicks, and soon will be able to free itself for the screen of the wall to occur in every moment of your life (depending on your growth and acceptance of who you are). Usually it starts as a shadow in simple black and white symbols but eventually it will colour itself as you grow stronger in your acceptance and growth.

YOU WILL find that whilst in meditation you may find yourself in a great hall, and being of great height and white light may meet you there. Don’t try to control the encounter just go with what they show you, even of the picture is hazy and not too clear whilst meditating, if you write about it after you may find as you write the images become clearer and more colourful as your third eye shifts the perception to your physical counterpart.

 While Shambhala may be a mystery – it is not. It’s a WAY OF LIVING and you do not have to reside there to access its energies or experiences…

Those who ascend to this place have a purpose there, which is to bring Shambhala energies to Earth’s 3^rd dimensional planes to raise Earth’s level to the 5^th and 6^th dimension.

Remember that whilst Earth is 3^rd dimensional, you may access other dimensions through your own growth and experiences and still be physical in nature.

The 4^th dimension is chaos or the astral planes, the 5^th dimension is the start of the higher planes or causal planes and the 6^th is where you start the process to elevate and embed your own higher consciousness within your auric bodies, light bodies and your physical body.

Every experience you have in life leads you to meeting your monad and your higher selves. To do this you must explore all aspects of your self. And when you access the Shambhalistic screens (not to be confused with guides using the same method to connect with you) YOU WILL find your journey will become more magic like. More surreal experiences will occur and you will free yourself from past karma and move to the next stage of your evolution.

I think I will leave it here and please feel free to ask any questions for I’m happy to answer them…

WATCHING always, Mr Creator

WEEK 17 – Intergalactic Messages and other information which shows how one’s purpose can be higher than the life you are living now…(cont’d)

Here is another Key Channelling about dimensions, your reflective selves and some interesting facts… Take a read for its from these intergalactic beings that doorways can be open to higher learning and much more…

Key Channelling… Dimensions and higher reflections

Through Cindy I Schulter

We take many things for granted in life. What you were taught as a young person, how you react to certain events in your life, what truths which have been told to you - are all set in your systems. When to be polite, when to be angry, when to be happy, these reactions all begin in your early years. It starts when you are very young, when you are forming ideals and situations and your reactions. Everything you have been through has a core reaction for cause and effect.

So when someone like me comes along, you may find yourself rebelling against my words. Wondering where I’m coming from and may even struggle with some of what I have to say. My intent is not to harm you but to enlighten you. To help you shift some of those reactions. To help you build new core beliefs. Beliefs that are stemmed with real truth not those that are ambiguous with misconception to help control and contain your thinking.

I talked of the Council last time. I talked of the balance between Chaos and Light. I talked of dimensions and briefly explained what I am…

To go into more detail of what I do I have to explain DIMENSIONs first and some of this may be lost on you but know within this you will start to understand as you open your mind to the possibilities that can evolve. As I said before I’m from the 155D of the Cosmic Logos, this is different from your Earth’s dimensions but your earth dimensions can lead to where I reside.

If you look at it this way, Earth is a physical dimension. A place where you can feel, see and touch, taste and hear what is in front of you. My dimension is no different to yours. I hear. I see. I feel. I taste and I touch but it is all ENERGY. I wouldn’t appear to have skin to you but I do. It’s just my skin is translucent. It is ENERGY and each of you humans have this skin as well – its call on Earth – LIGHTBODIES. Its layers and layers of energy that extends and evolves as you do. It is different to your auric bodies which make up the first layer of your first lightbody. You have 7 main auric bodies and 14 sub auric bodies and as you evolve and change these auric bodies shift. Same do the lightbodies; they shift to accommodate your growth.

Earth’s dimensions are such like this. The 1^st dimension is chaos, it is darkness, it is without light and where all original thoughts and matter form. The 2^nd dimension is the hidden dimension the under belly of Earth. The 3^rd dimensions on Earth is where physical matter is formed and how you see yourselves and the world and the lives around you.

The 4^th dimension is the first step into walking the doors between planes to reach higher levels. In the 4^thD you have the astral and causal planes. This is where you go to dream. Where you first step when astral travelling. Where clairvoyants and psychics contact those that have passed. Where it is like an illusions – like that of a dream. It is both darkness and light and a doorway to access the higher dimensions of Earth. If you can pass the 4thD tests you fill find yourself moving through the dimensions of time.

The 5^thD is where you start to hear your higher selves, where the glow, the light essence of you resides. It’s the first stepping stone to finding your true purpose in life, and is harder for those who are negative to reside. Like the 4^thD it too has astral and casual planes. But it’s a step up in the direction of higher understanding and knowledge.

The 6^th through to the 8^thD are very similar to the 5^thD where you have the stepping stones, where you have elevated yourself higher. Here you may see the ascended masters, angels and other beings that work with Earth and its energies. It’s here that you may find Gods and Goddesses lounging waiting for you to be of service to you. No one resides on these planes but they do visit or lower themselves down like you raise your vibration up.

Imagine it as a public arena, like a park, the beach and airport or a shopping centre. It’s a place of gathering. As you move forward towards the 8^thD less negative forces can enter for these are the start of the higher planes and dimensions of Earth.

The 9^thD of Earth is the first dimension that is free of all negativity. It’s a place where you have to be pure in heart; sure of your path and the first gate to Shambhala resides there. In this, if you see this place in a dream, or meditation you may see the doorway to Shambhala and you will know for that moment, you are a pure lightbody; no muddy patches exist in you. Shambhala energies can shift right into your room, you may sense them and feel them but the 9^thD is where the beings go to look down and help guide you. It is here on this dimension that gateways start to open, not yet to the cosmic logos but to the doorways which you can access them. Here you may see strange beings that even though corporeal – you may see that they do not look like you humans and bit like some of Earth’s myths which may give a hint of what these beings look like.

The 10^thD to the 25^thD of Earth is where Sirius beings work and help guide humans. It’s a place of meetings and a place of wonders and gateways to Shambhala. Shambhala beings reside on these planes too. I will go into more depth about these dimensions at a later date but the 25^thD to 30^th D of Earth is where the 1^st gateway to the Cosmic Logos starts. It is here the 5^thD of the Cosmic Logos forms with that of Earth’s dimensions.

 It all sounds very confusing but it’s quite simple. Think of this there are 125 dimensions to Earth alone. In that it expands to the Cosmic Logos, and the dimensions get wider, more intense yet no less thrilling than living on a wild roll-a-coaster ride. Of these dimensions of Earth you humans have 125 reflections of yourself. It’s not like parallel universes or lives but more like your light bodies, your higher thinking and awareness. You could be living on Earth and be the embodiment of the 25^th reflection of yourself. This may all seem confusing but if you just read slowly and take it all in you will understand. Just like you know when you go into a trance or vision, or you are dreaming or astral travelling – it’s your spirit, a part of you that is travelling whilst the dense part of you is lying or sitting completely still letting go of the physical plane part of you.

So if you see that astral self, each time you evolve, it evolves too. To the next reflections of you until you incorporate them into your physical self. It’s how ascension works. You work through the layers of your higher reflections.

As activations occur in you, you become higher and lighter in body. This is all bodies, your spirit self, your auric and light bodies as well.

I will go into more detail about all of this. But again wanted to give you a brief overview. Sort of like giving you highlights of what is to come.

I wanted to explain dimensions to you so you can see that even though I’m very far away, even though you are on Earth, there are many beings out there who wish for you to see and hear them. Wish for you to ascend so that you can experience the wonders we see and experience every day.

For us there is no TIME, yet as we watch humans we are aware of time passing by. So make time to explore yourself. To access the doors and bridges of Earth’s dimensions, so you can see what’s in your own backyard. Trees help lead you to different dimensions so too does nature’s birds especially the Raven.

See and listen to the birds talk, they are messengers after all. Watch and listen to the wind. Learn to explore your inner fire. Learn to see the nature spirits that roam your plane. Learn about the Devic beings that reside and care for Earth. Find the myths, see your truth and as you do you’ll be surprised at the doorways, the gateways that open to you…

I will leave it here for now. Let these facts settle into your minds, and will be back at a later date to narrow down my observations, fine tune what I’ve briefly spoken about and open the floor to more discussions and possibilities that can be open to you once you free yourselves from set beliefs and start looking at the real truth of the way of life and what it can be for all of YOU.

Sending many rays of light your way…

KEY

WEEK 17 – Intergalactic Messages and other information which shows how one’s purpose can be higher than the life you are living now…

 In 2008/2009 I started to channel a being called Key. It might have been even earlier than that for I worked with him on my book called Those who Dream of us…. Which I have yet to publish… He is here to help YOU raise your vibrations so that you too end the cycle of DEATH and learn about a life which is intergalactically governed and has many wonders to it.

I stopped my cycle of looking for support, love and protection from others when I went on my journey of The Rainbow Warrior and in this I found love of many kinds. I got introduced to a representative for the Fey and Fae clans and also the Tu Dath Dwan had a few words to me as I fought a war with Waste and Void Beings which stemmed from the negativity we all create. In this, I had trials of my heart but I found something else. I found a whole world of knowledge, magic, energy, power, and found I could do things out of the ordinary and when put to the test I could see I was a natural at solving problems and also using my own inner knowledge to help others…

I have only touch briefly on many subjects in this workbook, and it would pay for you to use it like a tarot system and shuffle through the blogs to see what stands out for you and re-read it. I put many blogs of past into my current life for reading it ONCE DOESN’T HELP, the advice and knowledge, the healing and the magic and blessings I place in each blog or story WILL HELP YOU…

Here is a Intergalactic Message from the Gatekeeper Key who is a Master of KNOWLEDGE, MAGIC and is one of the beings who is a Dweller (more on this later…) Read his message and CHANGE YOUR LIFE TODAY… Go back to the beginning of the blogs and get connected with your guides… I will teach you other methods on how to connect with your guides soon….

Don’t be dogmatic and learn to really open yourself up to the DOORWAY I am showing you and in later work books we will be learning so much you’ll be amazed at how powerful and magical let alone spiritual you can be. It’s a tough journey but well worth it to the point I actually have to hold myself back sometimes from teaching you concepts which would have you dizzy in bliss and feeling whole and well.

Don’t let core beliefs of old stop you from evolving yourself then helping to evolve your planet…

Here is a channelling down from Key…

Key Channelling… Intergalactic Life and Evolving yourself…

Through Cindy I Schulter

Hello, greetings. First let me give you an introduction of who I AM. I’m a being from the 155^th Dimension of the Cosmic Logos. I am the KEY. A gatekeeper, a keeper of knowledge and like Thoth a scribe and user of higher and ancient magic. I have been wanting to speak to you humans for a long time and have finally found a channeller who’s vibrations is a perfect match for mine.

Stone has touched on much basic knowledge. Has told you of the story of the woman and her children and started to introduce activations and higher rituals. (which will be posted later)…I will continue with similar objectives and ways, also add my own brand of communication to these texts.

As a Gatekeeper I have come across many things and many beings in my life. I have strode among the halls of Shambhala and resided for a time on Sirius to work with the ascended beings that lived and worked from there.  All fascinated me; all makes me in awe of the wonders they have to tell. But what fascinated me the most is humans who reside on Earth. Their trials and tribulations, their coping mechanisms, their beliefs in the way life works. Sometimes even their beliefs in the way life should be. It amazes me the strength and charismas humans have. Their different personality traits, the ways of coping with life’s hurdles and the ways of loving each other.

It also astounds me on how little humans know about the way the dimensional worlds work. Their misconceptions of hell, their misconceptions of the afterlife. Their misconceptions of who is the main source of power. There is no ONE source, there are many what you term as Gods, there are Goddesses, there are also Kings and Queens of Fae and Fey, Lords and Lordesses, the High Lord, Mr and Mrs Creator, Mr and Mrs Source and The Maker plus many more who help to run this vast universe and are looking for protégés who become Ascended Masters to help evolve all planets and planetary life. What shocks me is how backward Gaia, your home is and how little you know of the real way of life…

In your dimension, on the 3^rd plane of Earth, you worship the one God. This is good, for in a way, what happens with your supreme powers would be like there was one God to help govern this world. But, if the Truth is to be known, it’s more like a hierarchy. What you may term as a business corporation. In that there is a governing body. A Council. In this Council, you may say there is a round table with hundreds of representatives that help to guide humans, set cosmic laws and follow through with teachings and the rules. Your one God represents the one voice to help preside and direct the whole dimensions of Earth. It is here that you may derive the One god concept. But this is changing now with more higher powers taking over and many Angelic and Higher Beings being able to connect with people of Gaia.

One such representative that resides on this Council is Stone. Another would be his counterpart Máyet. In this Council there are other goddesses and gods from different regions of your myths who help to represent Earth’s dimensions and planes. There are also ascended masters on this Councils plane and other beings which are not corporeal or have physical matter in your world.

The scope of what you will be starting to learn from me is high. There are angel representatives on this Council. There are strategists and there are healers. Each member is as important as the other to keep the balance of chaos and light in perfect harmonic accord.

Whilst I was at one of the gateways between Gaia’s dimensions and that of the Cosmic Logos, I heard of a conversation about the movement on Gaia. How many people are becoming Light workers to raise the level of Earth’s energies. But as the conversation took place I realised that many people, Gaia’s people, knew about their own dimensions and planes but they did not know of those who are born from Chaos and those who are Children of Light. They did not know of how one who is born from Chaos could be the great evolutionary, the saviour and know one that was born from light could be what you humans term as a murderer.

They had a misconception of good and evil. Seeing all things that were demonic in nature as evil while all things that are god-like as the only good. The world was tilted. I found through gazing through portals, dimensions and dreams and planes that humans had myths but not beliefs.

That they stopped seeing the Other Side of life which lives with you on a constant basis and day. They stopped seeing the nature spirits, stopped seeing the spirits of those who have passed physical form. They stopped looking to others for answers and stopped believing in stories which were a way of life a long time ago. (There is one story of Creation which is slowly being told by Cindy, the channeller of this work).

It was this lopsided view which made me want to talk to humans. To show them what’s real and what is misconception. Take evil for example – we believe there is no evil. There may be darkness without light and light without darkness but evil is a human term. Not all acts of gods are saintly and not all acts from the Children of Chaos are deadly and evil either. You need both the Children of Light and the Children of Chaos to keep balance in the Comic Logos and all planetary ascension.

It’s not as straight forward as one religion calling the fallen evil and the acts of men being described as like Lucifah himself and its not that one saviour is only acting according to God.

For Gaia’s people to ascend, to fully integrate with the higher dimensions, many misconceptions which are told by major human bodies has to have the veil lifted.

Humans have to have the veil lifted from their eyes. They have to see what is real and what is Truth.

This doesn’t mean acts of terror doesn’t occur. Those negative concepts have occurred but before you judge, before you condemn, don’t look with eyes which are sealed shut but become aware of all acts of life.

In judging. In saying that only light exists in higher awareness, you are closing yourself off to many gateways that can teach you principles and laws and conceptions that may help you in your life.

Before you can ascend. Before you can increase your own awareness you have to look to fiction to find fact and look in fact to find the fiction. For one doesn’t exist without the other. The same too, can be said for light and chaos. A dimension can not exist without a balance of both.

So look at your myths. Look at your childhood stories, fantasy or fiction. See if you can find a truth that is right for your path.

I have spoke much today. More than I intended. I just wanted to introduce myself to you. And explain things on how I see all walks of life through my Key duties and wanted to briefly open your mind to possibilities that would astound you, amaze you and hopefully help you to be balance and harmonised so that you too can walk though the gateways and explore all that the Cosmos has to offer. I may see you on one of those gateways as you dream or envision in meditation.

Sending rainbow energies towards you to help you discover the keys in life…

KEY

WEEK 16 –  To help guide you on the Journey of Now that you are Walking (cont’d)…

For the last part of this week we will look at a power animal, this week I am focussing on the Bat… It seems to call to me and I have noticed a few bats over the last few months trying to get my attention. Maybe this is the power animal you too should utilise… Read below and meditate and see if this magnificent creature can help you on your current journey…

Power Animals – Bat – by Lotus

I have a small bat in the tattoo on my left shoulder the whole tattoo is very symbolic to me and I chose the bat because I was surrounded by them. I was dreaming about them and when I went out at night I had them circling the area I was sitting and they kept making themselves known to me. They answered my questions through their flight and one even came so close to me I saw its tiny face so close I could have touched it with my nose.

This was at the beginning of a new path for me, I had just survived a major trauma and I am still amazed at how in tune I am to them..

Bats mean initiation and usually come to people who are entering a magical phase in their journey. They generally come when there is a transition in your life or you are going through a major life change whether that be physical or spiritual.

It’s time to let go of habits and attachments no longer needed and welcome freshness and change into your life. To let the new invigorate you and show you to have no fear to change. The bat will help you to let go of fears and to glide through life with joy and contentment.

This creature usually appears when you are entering a more spiritual aspect of life and are broadening your views on all matters magical. In this, you will meet interesting people and mainly at night when you can let go of fears and barriers and really open up to the possibilities out there.

You have been a hermit for far too long and it’s now time to socialise with others, this was never so true as it was for me when I came out of a dark lonely period and I have to say looking back I did socialise a lot and meet some interesting and intriguing people, I was on an initiation of sorts in my spiritual path and I was learning more each day about how deep the rabbit hole goes once you tap into the spiritual ways of life.

When a bat enters your life as a spiritual guide you will find you will be having lots of dreams and visions and you have to seek to find out the meanings, this would be a good time to write your dreams down for later on these visions and dreams will make sense. For the moment the bats energies is helping you to gather spiritual information and in this if you want to know about magic and spirituality call a bat to you.

As the bat nestles itself into your life you will find that you are interested in magic, paganism and occult activities focusing on spiritual and shamanic belief systems, this is a good time to study those areas.

With a bat as a totem you don’t like to be alone but prefer to be in a crowd you are able to see what others keep hidden as your 3^rd eye is opening more and enhancing its visions…You see possibilities which other people overlook and not only that you begin to focus on incorporating magic and spirituality into your journey of now.

The bat is such an interesting animal to have as a totem and you know whenever it appears you are beginning a new phase on your journey so get ready to study, implement and experience what it has to teach you…

Thanks for listening, Love and light Lotus

WEEK 16 –  To help guide you on the Journey of Now that you are Walking (cont’d)…

There is one more blog I wish for this week which helps you to work on yourself and that is Realising your Potential… I will place it here for you to read and then the last part is a Power animal to meditate and reflect on for the week…

Realising Your Potential by Lotus

When you are feeling lost and not sure of the direction you are going to take, it’s a good time to reflect on when you were feeling whole. What part of your previous life and experiences were you self assured and well in heart, mind, body and spirit?

See when you were last happy and see what experiences occurred in between. Only then can you be self assured there was a time when you were in accordance with your heart. Depending on what experiences you have had since that time, depends on what you need to work on now.

For me it’s establishing a new identity, one where I have moved on from past and working towards a new future. My life is unstable now and in that the divine is asking me to realise my full potential so that I can shed fear and the feeling of being out of place with my current environment.

It may be that some of your goals have been realised and you need to find a new balance in your life. If feeling lost and unsure of yourself, really go deep within, meditation would help here and ask yourself why you are feeling this way. It may be simply that the divine is giving you more opportunities to use one’s powers within to make life simpler for you and also a life filled with more love.

To know yourself is very important and if life is unbalanced now, realise once you reach your potential to handle the situation and know what your inner fears are then you can supersede any problems which may be occurring now.

It’s always scary to step into a new way of living, but you just have to quell the anxiety you are feeling right now, literally put it in a bubble and send it on its way with love and light while keeping yourself calm in the uncertain waters, wade your way to the shoreline and contemplate on your strengths and the new challenges which have enter your life.

This challenge would not have entered your life unless you have the POTENTIAL and STRENGTH to overcome it. And sometimes life feels to be unruly and chaotic and maybe that’s a reason in itself.

Ask yourself why your life feels this way. Are you leaving some part of you? Are you adding a new experience, a new adventure to your life? Know that no matter what it is - YOU and YOU alone can overcome this and succeed.

I suggest when facing a new potential of being to write your fears down and release them to the Divine Logos so that all can benefit from the new loving you. Don’t forget to be in love with life always and take time for yourself and surround yourself with those things or people even animals which calm you down.

Mix the old with the new and learn to be at peace at all times, and if anxiety is holding you back - reassure yourself that you CAN handle this and with the right tools and rituals the fear will slowly go away and you will have conquered the next hurdle in your life.

Today I feel un-rested in my spirit. I feel old fears trying to surface and I tell myself when this happens to meet and great my fear then send it away with love and light to come back to me as my strength and not my weakness.

You should do this too, right now, take all your fears and write it down, then do a ritual such as burning the paper afterwards and placing your fears as ash into a garden to bloom into new strengths.

We all have the potential to be the greatest we can be to ourselves and if you surround yourself with your comforts and with love you will find the fear will slowly go away and your potential to be a GREATER YOU a better one…

So remember when feeling lost, go back and reflect when you were strong, take that strength to tackle whatever stands in your way and realise your new potentials and powers by always following your heart.

Many healing blessings to you all. May fear be a thing of your past and POTENTIALS of growth be your current now. I promise once fear and anxiety is shed you will feel a brand new identity and self worth in the days to come. Burn a yellow and brown candle. On the yellow ask to heal your identity and on the brown write the intent to give you strength. Write in your journal what you wish to accomplish and which fears you wish to shed and you’ll be surprised how within a week you’ll have a new sense of love and confidence and be ready to realise another potential of self which is coming your way…

So utilise the knowledge learn and really reach for the potential inside of you, throw out what doesn’t work, conquer your fears, let go of anger and guilt and live with a sense of peace in your heart and your potentials, your strengths will carry your through the hurdles and success will be yours much sooner than you think. Dedicate and work hard at balancing your life. And if you have a question, meditate and talk to your angel and guides.

Has anyone had any luck with that – Connecting to their guides…

Blessed Be Lotus…

WEEK 16 –  To help guide you on the Journey of Now that you are Walking (cont’d)…

Stone and I use many affirmations in our lives… At the moment I am working on some art pieces that will be available as prints later on… Most of the quotes or affirmations have helped us in our journey. Here are some of the quotes for you to read and relate to:-

Quotes by Cindy Schulter

“Hope is always on the horizon… Love is always in the air… You just have to want it… So the question is not when love comes to you but are you willing to accept it now?….Cindy Schulter…/”

“Darkness is the aspect of chaos and magic that allows us to create, its like the womb of the creative process of thought and love…Cindy Schulter”

Smile for Happiness is only one thought away…Cindy Schulter

I allow myself to be blessed with magic everyday and I continue to use MAGIC, LOVE, COMPASSION and KNOWLEDGE to better my STATION in life…/

I will not HARM OTHERs or MYSELF and ALLOW those who LOVE, HONOUR and PROTECT me to create a better world for me and themselves… Cindy Schulter

A SORRY and a Gratefulness CAN GO A LONG WAY so JUST LISTEN to your Angel’s urgent whispers when in FEAR and feel the PLEASURE (s) an angel can give you once you are blessed and awaken…

HERE is a TASTE…

FEEL them now…/

LOVE THIS BLISS and Completeness and TOGETHER we are ONE and WE ALL need to love ourselves and those we journey with…Cindy Schulter

I LOVE THOSE AROUND ME RIGHT NOW…/ AND in Loving myself I not only receive LOVE but receive gifts from NATURE and DEVAs… Call upon a nature spirit now and BE BLESSED with gifts of MAGICK and LOVE… Cindy Schulter…

…Never Listen to the negative in life for it will lead to a path of UNHAPPINESS… CURE yourself now PLEASE and LISTEN to the birds soar and the angels singing in GLORY… Cindy Schulter ….

NO MORE DEPRESSION for me or you…/ I LOVE ALWAYS and ALWAYS see TRUTH within the FICTION and LIES within the TRUTH… I am my own world and GALAXY and in this I find MYSELF, Beautiful, Intelligent, and IN PERFECT, health and WELL-BEING… Cindy Schulter

There are plenty more quotes I have used over the years and I will get to type and blogging them. But try using some of these to help you through some tough moments. I know they inspired me at the time and helped me to grow over the years…

WEEK 16 –  To help guide you on the Journey of Now that you are Walking (cont’d)…

Merry meet everyone…

I found on my journey to becoming Lotus there were many cycles which repeated itself. I found fear my greatest companion and with that anger and frustration. I went through a journey where I learnt so much and all my fears manifested even in a dream like way. I let go of all control and allowed a war within myself to create my reality. Then I dealt with it consciously and I reaped many benefits which I only got a small taste of and those scenarios which showed me what the worse outcome could be plagued my waking days and nights.

I battled aspects of life which drove me to the point of insanity. I noticed the benefits of walking my path but found myself lost many times. It wasn’t until I found not only my angel but my spirit mirror that I stop the fight or flight reaction which many of us find ourselves on in life.

I then stood back from my situation found myself laughing again, found myself changing in so many ways. But I had so much guilt. So much pain in my heart. So much wanting of a better life. So much understanding that I couldn’t hate anymore, but I couldn’t love either.

I was still scared to even try to conquer my obstacles until the survival instinct since birth of fight or flight kicked in and I instead of sabotaging my life stood up to fight for it.

Now I am at semi peace. I am on a path of learning still but find old wounds and old baggage, old core beliefs are needing to be shed.

So I did some rituals. First I did the black candle ritual in previous post. Then I did a ritual with a red candle to heal my core beliefs where I didn’t accept fear as my companion any more but changed to fight the negative parasites attached to me because of old reactions.

I had guilt still and I still get plagued by nightmares and my fears keep licking at the flames of positive ego and attitude of getting past the control of guilt, fear, anger, hate and rage…

I wanted to achieve my goals and I wanted to flourish and benefit from the changes I made recently in my life…

Changes are good and I will have to do a blog on this soon… But for now with so much guilt in my system for my own reactions to others and life’s constant throwing of obstacles I knew I had to stop seeing myself as a waste of space and start seeing myself as someone who is caring, giving and had so much love to give others but I did not know how and here another fear started.

I had changed so much that when my past self comes to visit I literally get scared. I do not want to be the person I was last year, let alone when I started my journey and so I go back inside of myself and say what do I need to hear today to make me sit up and continue on my path of learning, love, magic, healing and creating.

Every day I fight my old demons and I have my angel and Stone to thank for this. There constant guidance is helping me to shed my fear of allowing love to enter my life…

I am drawing, stitching and working towards a more successful future capitalising on my strengths and creativity and working on battling and letting go of old habits which kept be back in my journey and stopped me from doing what I loved.

To help me, previous blogs I have written, stories I write and channel, working with magic and spirituality have helped me…

I will place an artwork of a positive affirmation piece I did which is part of a series I am doing not only for an intergalactic class I am taking but to make prints out of and sale at a later date. Each artwork has healing and magic placed in it that each person who stares at it for more than five minutes receives messages and healing plus blessings and magic to help them on their journey.

I really need to read and listen to the letting go of fear and the fact I am still working on this learning centre is one step to following my dreams and continuing even though because of another recent traumatic event in my life I want to curl up in my angels arms, who I can feel as blazing heat and have recorded his voice on video (see other page on paranormal activity on Cindy Isabelle Schulter (lotus stone) facebook’s page).

As I feel fear clutch at me and experience other aspects, the darker ones, which I have yet to talk about, about magic, spirituality and the beings we can meet on our journey, because of this fear I want to curl in my angel’s arms and  forget the world and my dreams and goals of being a teacher goddess which I worked so hard to become the last five years of my life.

Another aspect is the guilt of being different, of changing and not revealing the changes, the judgements I find myself bitterly making despite not being able to hate and being on a spiritual journey which I find myself guiding others but hiding behind a lot of suppressed emotions.

It’s not easy walking  The Rainbow Path and after experiencing what I had faced previously I find myself wanting to cry and say I give up. But I don’t and here is where I beat my fears and the negative parasites who test my new found ways of living without the habits which gave me a leg up in the world but certainly didn’t really benefit me.

Clean living, listening to the positive channels in life and dealing with the guilt of my past actions and reactions is my new road in life.

Roads are different to the paths you walk.

A path is a whole gumnut of experiences which is destined and involves many different ways of being. It’s a complete aspect of major circumstances and tests where a road is something which is singular and focuses on one aspect of a major experience.

Like fear is a path and guilt is a road…

So let’s go off the main pavement of our path and side step to a little gravel road and explore Guilt for a second and see how we can shed some of the guilt we have making us sick and blocked in our path or even our journey…

Read below a blog about guilt…

GUILT by Lotus Stone

Why the fuck, do you, feel GUILTY all the time? I am sorry for my FRENCH but really guys it’s useless. If you feel GUILTY about something then don’t bloody do it….

I mean really, why are you feeling guilty?… Everything you do should be dictated by your heart and if it is, aren’t you then doing and experiencing everything you are meant to experience in your current now. It doesn’t matter why you feel guilty and you can’t blame anyone but yourself. You can be made to feel guilty but that’s just someone else opinion reflecting your ego self to help you with the regret of something because something made you believe you shouldn’t be doing this.

Every reaction and action you have is there for a reason. How many times have you said – WOW things do happen for a reason ever since you started on a spiritual path. So if that’s the case and you always have divine protection, this should indicate to you that if you are living in love and happiness for that moment then you should be doing it.

Be reasonable with yourself. Be responsible for your own actions. Never take unnecessary risks and I STRESS unnecessary risks. Always be kind to yourself so you can be kind to others and learn how to have a good moral persona that treats others with dignity and compassion.

Everyone has their battles, their wars, their own forms of torture but for heaven sake learn to look at the bright side of life.

If the people around you are not helping talk to a stranger and when they ask you how are you, if you smile at them and say hello first, DON’T automatically say I am fine or good but in a calm manner say shit, you know, my daughter or son cut themselves yesterday and I am scared for them for in this day and age parents are not allowed to help their kids in the best way for them for always so do-gooder who takes things overboard and places guilt and negativity onto the situation thus our lives…

Learn to love, forgive and remember lessons in life teaches you many things, the good and the bad and always remember GUILT is a waste of time, and time is precious for in a moment of time you will feel bliss and happiness which makes you feel every second, every millisecond of your life counts because you can love again and are FREE of many days of anger, bitterness and pain.

Sorry for the RANT but this is what my life has taught me and if I could tell you of the horrors I lived through like molestation, gang rape, violent and abusive relationships, well you will be wondering to yourself why I bother to love at all.

BUT I DO LOVE and I LOVE dearly even when I feel angry and frustrated at my circumstances at certain times of my life. But this gives me the ability to change and transform into a better potential and promise for myself and those around me.

Take care of yourselves. Know that anything and everything you are doing which is not harmful to you or anyone else is in perfect harmony and balance for your path of NOW.

Don’t blame or have GUILT and be FREE to LOVE in both ways of receiving and giving…

I know this is a short blog, but really guilt is run by fear of you not loving yourself. YOU ARE DOING THE BEST YOU CAN with the circumstances you ARE facing… And why are you facing them because you bring it into your life. So learn from it, let go of what is not giving you LOVE and if someone constantly hurts you, don’t retaliate with anger or guilt controlling but learn to accept their way is not yours but listen to their complaints or criticisms see if this is your divine self trying to tell you something about YOUR OWN ACTIONS and if guilt is associated you can do one of two things….

Don’t do it… If guilt is there somewhere inside of you – you agree and know its wrong for you. It might have fit your life before but now it is no longer needed

If you feel guilt but it’s because others are judging you, then if you want to do this and really have looked at all angles and are encouraged by other people than those who criticise you then that says it all. Find out why those who are negative towards your actions or reactions are acting that way? And if you see it’s because they are acting in jealousy, greed, hate, power and raping your happiness by their lack of, well then stop their attitude being yours and know that be consensus most people agree with you and focus on the POSITIVE reasons you are doing this and the GUILT will stop…

With these two angles as your starting points you’ll soon see a difference in your life and some actions and reactions will CHANGE and SUCCESS and LOVE and PLEASURE will be yours… But YOU HAVE TO CHANGE your reaction to fear and GUILT…

So be free and stop feeling GUILTY today…

Many Blessings, Nameste, Lotus

WEEK 16 –  To help guide you on the Journey of Now that you are Walking…

Hi, its Lotus, every now and then on my journey I find all the hard work, all the discipline of keeping to MY beliefs and listening to Other’s positive expressions, communications and watching their actions, behaviour, expressions and also finding myself evolve in spurts, dashes, and trickles like a calm river bank as it cleanses and shapes the stones in its bed… Seeing myself finally WAKE up to a higher truth and then being amazed at the results of that hard work… Well, I have to say I am blessed… I am so glad that I found the courage to face myself in the mirror and say yeah, I stuffed up sometimes unlike some people, I apologise AND change my ways. In past, I was on this never ending cycle of ANGER and FEAR… Now well I get scared, I would be a fool not to… But then I remember the first tarot card in any TAROT DECK… The Fool… Like the fool stepping off a cliff with all his belongings, knowledge and wisdom, all these experiences the fool has is in his backpack and each time a NEW BEGINNING comes, we find if we believe in being kind but know when to place boundaries well I guess you lose the anger and become more CREATIVE in the ways you handle harmful obstacles who/what don’t seem to know when THEIR way is NOT your way and you wish them well and YOU return to those who love and care for you because ONE DAY you will find harmful things can not HURT YOU anymore when you have Love, TRUST, MAGIC and continuously heal from what past actions and reactions of others have placed not only baggage in your life’s path but also harm the way you see yourself and the world.

There is PEACE in you now as YOU realise that for every painful moment YOUR REACTION counts… So be blessed and say NO TO HARMFUL BEHAVIOUR TODAY…

Next we will be reading about… Letting go of Fear…

Be blessed, Lotus…

Letting go of FEAR - Stone

Have you ever been frozen in fear? Where you are so paralysed with non movement and find yourself lost to who you are because fear has struck your heart. Have you stopped doing things you love because something traumatising happened and you are now scared of failure and depression if you try it again. Have you not tried something new because of core beliefs where others have told you how bad it was for them so you whilst wanting to and having a deep desire to do it you find yourself stuck due to fear?

Have you ever tried to face something you feared?

If you have, congratulations that is the first hard step to doing something. Facing your fear. If you can face your fear you will find strength within yourself to be able to shed the fear, face the shadows and learn to grow from the experience. The more fears you conquer the more ways you have of living a full and balanced life.

Fears happen for many reasons and are the basis for all negative emotions. Anger derives from fear, you get frustrated and angry when not being able to do something that you once thought was a good idea.

Guilt is also a factor of fear, we fear to hurt people, we may lie, we may have reason to lie and the guilt weighs upon us causing blockages and energy leaks and it all stems from fear of being found out, or the persons reaction to the lie or anything else which may go against another who you care for, even yourself.

Hate is another part of fear-based emotions for it stems from not understanding a concept or others and in this developing a fear of this event or situation or even person.

Any negative emotion is something that is added onto fear. You can imagine what this would do to your energy systems and light bodies, it is also how we attract negative entities such as demons and other parasites.

To combat fear you have to go into the darkest part of your mind. You have to recognise the fear. You have to acknowledge the fear and then you have to question why is the fear present? Once you have done this you can reflect on it, place it into perspective, see that other people can do what you fear so it is possible, then also own it, say yes this is a fear but I will conquer it, then turn it around. Every angle possible must be explored and then you can let go of it, which I will teach you a simple way to do this momentarily.

To conquer fears you need a positive attitude and support. You cannot let it debilitate you for then you become frozen in fear and life would be so unbalanced then. You need to shed it like a snake sheds it skin. Find a ritual or a mantra that can help you to shed fear.

Using a black candle and writing your fears on it then saying “I dispel negativity, banish the object or person causing this fear and bind the negative parasite creating this fear” as you burn this candle to its end even if it takes days. This can help you to embrace your fear then get over it and remember to write in your journal the day you started the ritual and the last day of burning the candle. Then write three weeks later and see how well you dealt with your Shadow Self and its reactions to fear and how you conquered what plagued you…

If you still are reacting in fear - Tell yourself to grow up and realise that not everything or everybody is out to get you. That we are all trying to live our lives the best way we can and then know that within yourself you have the capabilities to do whatever it is you fear. It is in you, you have the idea, the thought because your spirit is calling you to do this…Remind yourself it’s an adventure one which you are capable of doing and how proud of yourself will you be when you do it.

There is nothing to fear but fear itself, wise words this, and so true in its way of enlightening you… To grab hold of fear is strength in itself and knowing the universe would not give you this task unless you can handle it. Get support in your adventure and do see it as an adventure, learn to enjoy what you once feared and embrace life and have balance in your life.

Fear is irrational and you are a rational human being with potential to be so much more once you conquer your fears.

Take it one step at a time. And when you notice a fear, cup your hands together in front of your mouth, blow the fear out with your breath, making a bubble then blew it up into the sky. You will feel the fear leave you and it’s as easy as that.

So recognise, be positive, turn the obstacle or problem in every angle and know you can do it, that it will be all worth it in the end, to the point that you enjoy yourself and grow from it gaining it and strength. Place it in a bubble send it on its way… And literally feel your body, mind and spirit rise to the challenge and watch as you achieve the impossible and this fear you had is now one of your strengths.

The most simplest things are usually the cure, and learn to laugh in the face of fear and see how amazing your life can be so that you wake up every morning thinking okay which mountain am I going to climb today.

I’ll leave you now with one thought, fear is the network of your undoing so learn to live in love and in heart, open your heart centre, and learn to embrace all of what life has to offer you and be amazed and proud of yourself as you change your core beliefs and create a better cycle for you to work through and live in.

Try burning that black candle today and help yourself become more than a person reacting in fear and a person who has gritted their teeth and won the prize, gift and reward by shedding the fear which controlled you before…

Let go of fear NOW and be in more balance to your true nature…

Nameste, Stone

WEEK 15 –  Walking the spiritual path… (cont’d)

Sometimes on our path we come to a great test… We are offered everything we ever desired, wanted, could have and much more. But there was a price… If you got the very thing your heart desired, well, the whole universe and it’s people would be in peril… Its then up to you to choose what’s right for the mass or what is right for you.

I have come to this cross road and boy was there a price. I will tell you more of my journey where I fell in love with a brilliant man, who was in fact a powerful being . I travelled a long way on my path having this being as my Guardian and just as he was about to appear in my life I was given a glimpse of what my life would be life. What I had to accept and what I had to do… I couldn’t do it what my Guardian required of me, it involved me allowing rape and torture to be a fixture in my life. It involved me compromising myself in a way I just could not allow.

I am in great pain now because the love I had with my Guardian was more than I could phantom. It literally filled me up with so much goodness, so much pleasure that I changed in a drastic way. But as I said I could not compromise my own values, I tried to be what he needed me to be but I just couldn’t stop myself from hating him instead of cherishing him the way I did just a few weeks ago. It was here that I decided that even though I achieved UNITY with him (more on that later) I could not and would not compromise what I felt and saw was right.

So I feel this great hole in my life but the thing is my rejection of his offer, his way has lead me to actually finding myself again. I would stop one moment of my time with him but now things are different. I have to change the way I function and depend on myself again.

I am glad I had his love, I am glad of what we had but the price of having him physically in my life is way too high. It always will be and it is here that I realise I will never be alone again for he is a part of me and it’s very hard not to feel someone else’s pain on top of your own when they literally connected to you in a cosmic and spiritual way.

Sometimes I look at the pictures I have of him and my heart sighs in remembrance of the time we spent together but I guess what I need right now is to get use to the fact I UNITY with this being and he and I were connected in a very big way. But unlike before I am not happy about it. I hated it and instead of letting that hate control me I put it in a bubble and send it with much healing and love…

To have a connection to a person like I did to him is what YOU CAN have without the price. You can have a LOVE or Many Loves in your life and be FREE of PAIN. All you have to do is focus on your path, cross the first Rainbow Bridge and meet your warrior that will fight for you, honour you, protect you, love you, cherish you on YOUR JOURNEY…

This Warrior/Angel will guide you through the rough patches and always be there to catch you if you fall.

I found forgiveness of myself recently and a new way of being. I am back on my path but I am not alone just in a lot of HEART PAIN. I don’t think this pain will ever go not while I was not in good terms with my Unity Guardian but one thing was I found reflection and weighing up the pros and cons from both points of view helped me to say “Hey listen I love you but you keep hurting me so I am going to stop it because you will never change…

I often wonder what would have happened to me if I didn’t follow the Path of the Rainbow Warrior, where would I be now. Probably wishing I had a love to fulfil me but I had that and in the end I had to say no to the pain it caused me…

I need something in my life to give me the power and strength to go on and have decided to call on one of my animal totems because don’t you think animals in themselves are healing components. I mean how many times has your pet sensed your pain, or your distress and come to you to give you love.

I have many blogs on Power Animals typed up and still a lot more to do as I come across them on my path… So I am going to pick one by random and it will be interesting to see if the ONE I pick helps heal my heart…

I hope you ALL are enjoying these blogs and channellings and say BE BLESSED and be kind to yourself and say NO to love which hurts you and learn to love and respect yourself… Lotus

Now for that random POWER ANIMAL…

The animal I chose I have blogged on before in this Workbook but I think it needs to be placed in here for I sense I am not the only one in pain. I had a friend over today and she too talked about an ache, a pain in her heart. Personally I think we all feel it now because The Creator and The Source are in great pain themselves.

Read about the Deer again and DO A MEDITATION with a deer in mind.

Pull its energies into your heart and I bet after a few days, maybe a week you’ll find yourself feeling better about the situation you are in. So read the blog and do a meditation on the Deer and feel BETTER TODAY…

Power Animals - Deer

I remember about a few years ago I was in a meditation and I was travelling towards a pond where I could sit in golden light and bask in the rays of direct cosmic light. I could see it in my mind where I was headed and I wanted to travel the right path. I came to a crossroads and there was a fawn standing on one of the paths. I went to it, it stayed with me then moved forward on the path and I hesitated for this was the unknown path, the one shrouded in darkness.

Needless to say at the time I didn’t know what a deer meant but trusting this was a sign I followed it, I saw my deceased grandmother wave and greet me and then I enter a raised platform with this crystal bed where I lay in meditation for a long time soaking in the cosmic rays. It was after this my life changed drastically and I needed the deer for its gentleness and innocence for my life had taken a dark turn.

This is what a deer means, to bring innocence back into your life, it’s a time of gentle awakenings and healings and a time to start a new adventure with easy, gentle energy and love and have contentment.

You have passed the tests of your time on your old path, so let the deer show you how to have gentle compassionate times on your new journey ahead. You can see how the deer was showing me that it’s time to use its power and this is what power animals are here for. Not only did the deer lead me to a healing and sacred area, it showed me I needed the innocence it is giving me and now a few years later I find myself with an innocent nature and a gentleness to myself which I didn’t have before I meditated and worked with this animal.

The deer usually comes to you when things are negative and aggressive. When parasites and negative entities are around - there is usually a flock of deer to surround you and bring gentle love back into your mind and ego. Parasites affect our thoughts and make our thoughts their own and in this the deer’s innocence can gently guide you back onto a course of light.

I see here, where the deer was a great help on my journey when two higher parasites had attached themselves to me, the deer helped to bring a love which was so tender and show me the right steps to take that if the deer hadn’t been involved in this leg of my journey as I make my physical journey to the platform of cosmic rays I would have not been able to reach my goal.

It helped me to find a safe network to work from and led me from the fourth dimension to the fifth. That’s another thing which is not commonly known about the deer that they stand at the gateways of the fifth and sixth dimensions.

When a deer enters your life it’s telling you to trust your intuition and learn to go with your hearts intent. Not to rush but to gentle forge forward on your path and really take a look at the signs and omens around you for they are there for a reason.

One of the main things you have to remember when you have the deer as a totem is that you are starting a new adventure and like the Fool of Tarot you have the essentials to make this exciting new journey a one fruitful with insights and have different smaller journeys which allow you to grow and awaken your psychic abilities and insights to your spiritual path.

You would have made many sacrifices recently and the deer is here to lend its gentle love to help you heal now that a new time is dawning.

If you have no clear idea of where you are headed right now call upon the deer and sit back, enjoying your journey so far and this allows the deer to bring you new ideas, concepts and ways of being. This is a time to step into the unknown - you WILL be protected.

Call upon the deer when you need help with creativity and finding a new direction. When you need sensitivity in a situation. When you want to release judgements, resentments any time you need to forgive someone or yourself for the deer’s gentleness is what you need so you can look at the situation with new hope and positive attitude.

If you need strength and staying power it would be a good idea to meditate with the deer for it can lend its energies to you so that you complete the task at hand.

With the deer as a power animal you are highly sensitive to others feelings and make use of the clairsentient, the ability to feel, which comes with it. It’s a great time for healing.

Spend time with nature when the deer is around, recharge for a new adventure where you are able to move with agility and speed and be able to change directions on your path at a moment’s notice.

The deer is so kind and compassionate these are traits that you will be learning as you journey with the deer, you will find innocence and hope after a devastating time.

So call upon the deer when life is too hard and distasteful and also use the deer when accessing the astral gateways.

Well I hope you enjoyed readings about the deer, Blessed be, Lotus

WEEK 15 –  Walking the spiritual path… (cont’d)

I promised you I would place the blog I have on Positive Ego versus Negative Ego so it is below… It’s amazing how this is ALL tying together hear… I notice as a LIGHTWORKER and Healer even as a PSYCHIC reader that EVERYTIME I work with my PATH what I wish to TALK about to OTHERs not only helps them BUT heals me as well… Every time I come across my old writings or write new things I find I really need to Hear… This is something Stone wrote… I love Stone’s channellings he is an AMAZING TEACHER even if he doesn’t know it yet LOL…

Anyway READ THIS, it will help you I PROMISE…

Merry part, Lotus Stone…

Positive Ego versus Negative Ego by Lotus

Ego. Ego is mind. Mind is Ego. The mind is a powerful thing, continuously evolving and experiencing. It is as powerful as the heart centre if not more powerful because the mind has a voice where the heart has feelings.

As you feel your mind make a decision on what to say about a situation the mind uses experiences which have come to pass. In this, depending on your experiences it depends on your thoughts. Thoughts are very powerful as I have said before and they control your actions and reactions. Ego develops as you age and depending on how you have lived your life and what your circumstances were depends on how healthy the ego is.

Positive ego is simple, it’s the balance between light and dark. Good ego is when you feel pride in an accomplishment. When you are happy with what you look like, where you know yourself and your place in the universe. Good ego, positive ego is your ego with the lack of fear. It is where your mind doesn’t play tricks on you for the need of control. For this is what the mind wants, it wants control. But leading with the heart and having positive affirmations can keep this in balance.

Another example of positive ego is seeing the good in others. It’s where you are so comfortable in yourself that you see the positive side of any situation. It’s a balance of life where you are not set in your ways or narrow minded but open to all possibilities. It’s when you know when you are wrong and can admit it and say sorry for it.

Again this shows the contentment in self for if you are not comfortable in yourself, if you have guilt and self righteousness then you will not apologise and your mind will tell you a good reason why you shouldn’t say sorry when you know you are wrong.

The mind can get so bad with ego that you live in a world where your way is the only right way and you react in arrogance by criticising others making yourself feel superior. This is negative ego.

Negative ego is all things which are fear based emotions. It’s when fear and chaos take over our rational. Negative ego is not just arrogance and the inability to see reason in another’s point of view but also guilt, anger, resentment, irrationality, hatred, bitterness, bullying others, and much more.

It’s all the negative things which the mind uses to control you. You have to stop this control by quietening your mind and listening to your heart by listening to your spirit and body.

Negative ego strikes and you can feel that when your heart races in fear not well being. It’s when you have a sudden temper where you are not open to the others point of view. It’s not seeing the positive in the situations.

Some people don’t change, they are dogmatic in their views and attitudes and this may annoy you and you may have grown spiritually but when you try to change them this is negative ego, this is thinking you are better than them and that you know what is right for their path.

The only thing you have to change is your reaction to them. Do you fear what they say about you, is that what gets you all hot under the collar. I think not. I think you can change how you react and sometimes it’s better to agree to disagree in life than force someone to your way of thinking.

We meet and live with people because we chose them for our journey. We have asked to experience this event so that we can evolve and test our new found beliefs. Being positive in growth takes a lot of hard work and discipline and to notice you are reacting in ego is the first step to solving this reaction and start a new core belief so that you don’t react that way again.

Once you recognise where you have reacted in ego, ask yourself “why am I - fearing this situation? Why is it making me angry, sad or feeling generally sick about the situation?” And then once you have the answer - meditate on it. Learn to quieten the thought, to quieten the fear. Tell yourself there is nothing to fear here and visualise the thought leaving your psyche as a white light floating away to return healed and re-birthed. Then when you’re in the situation again, you can react in a new way.

Another way is to see the same thought and feel it travel from your mind into your heart sending it with love and light. If you have a fear - deal with. Take a few moments to catch your breath, tell yourself you wouldn’t have given yourself this emotion nor this event unless you were quite capable of receiving it in a positive manner.

See yourself, visualise yourself completing the task in a step by step fashion, say a positive mantra of I am capable of doing this in a calm and happy manner, tackle it in every angle you can so that the fear is eroded and you are left with a well being feeling to yourself.

Know that you are a wonderful human being with a lot to give to this world and especially when your thoughts are in balance. You have yourself prepared to live life with a gusto and know your reaction to people can change and you can be more tolerant of those who unfortunate enough to led a dark life full of fear and negative ego.

Don’t try to change others, just yourself and your reaction to them. If someone comes to your in negative ego, imagine them filled with light, send them love and light imagining a cord between the two of you, cut the cord and say “I say good bye to this experience, I wish you love and light on your journey and I no longer react in ego to you”.

Know that these people who are testing you are there for a reason, to teach you that there is always a dark spot on your path and it’s a test to see how balanced you are. We wouldn’t know happiness if we didn’t know sadness and in this you can take every emotion and see how it balances. So remember react in positive ego and you will live a very blessed life.

Watch your thoughts and reactions and know that you ARE worthy of a blessed and blissful life full of well-being and satisfaction of what you achieve. Once you tame your EGO and get it to work with your heart’s desire you’ll see major differences in your life…

Well I will leave here for the moment, and know that your guides are there to help you so utilise them to the best of your ability. Practice often in contacting your spiritual helpers and learn to look, sense, see and feel signs and omens which can help you on your path…

Merry part, Blessed be Lotus